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in which i discuss many unrelated things

most of which don't make sense


this is clearly the most boring week ever.
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i'm usually more successful at not cutting chunks out of my carpet. i'm also usually more successful at not losing control of burning scraps of fabric and setting off my fire alarm. then melting my carpet while stamping out said fire.

today is just one of those days, i guess.

because i started today off watching belly dance videos, i was left with a burning desire to work on my skirt afterward. it's not like i need to study or anything, you know? @_@

i cut out the fabric and started sewing it together. i sewed the side seams, but wanted to experiment with adding scraps of fabric around the waist before i put on the waistband. i don't really like the way it looks so far. i think instead of having it built into the skirt i'm going to attach it to a separate waistband and just wrap it around my waist over the skirt. that makes everything easier.

that leaves me with attaching the waistband, putting in the zipper, hemming the outer skirt and putting the ruffle i have decided it needs onto the underskirt. i think after that it's ready to be dyed. it really is a good thing i don't have any dye with me, or i probably would find myself doing that instead of studying as well.

i don't have any progress pictures because they would be completely boring. instead, i present you with evidence of my idiocy.



weeee.


more not studying during finals week
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can't say i'm gonna make studying a priority today, but i'm at least planning to do some.

i almost completely finished the top i was working on yesterday. the only thing i have left to do is put in a metal zipper (i don't have one).

it's a single layer of some really weird denim. it's almost stretchy, but not quite, which is one of the reasons i don't particularly like working with denim except as mock ups. in its defense however, this was intended to be a second mockup that i just decided fit well enough to use as a final product. there's a band of elastic at the bottom, because as i plan to use it for dancing, and as it's really short, i'd prefer to have that security.



this is my first mock up. i altered it straight off the pattern (a vogue men's vest. it was the only thing i had near to it, and i've never made a vest before, so i figured altering from men's shapes to women's shapes would still be easier than drafting from scratch), and then these were the other changes i made. i might have cut it a little too short, but i'm not all that worried about it. i really wanted to avoid having to take in the darts, but i just wasn't able to get the fit i wanted any other way. (blah darts. -____-) i assume the crazy fit in the back is cause men are all weird freaks. that's really the only way i can account for it, cause vogue usually has pretty good fit in their patterns. (better than any of the other pattern companies anyway.) even after i took all this in a had a persistent bubble right at the base of my neck. on my second mock up i think i ended up taking in a good two inches right above my shoulder blades.



if you look really closely you can see all my crappy sewing! i decided to baste these seams because it would go faster (and it was a mock up and it's always smarter to baste mockups). as such, all my seams started pulling apart almost immediately, and i had to resew the ends of most of them before i hemmed the edges. the shoulder seams at the neck are still pulling apart because it's hemmed differently. one side is topstiched (you can see it) and the other side is pulling apart. hooray for zoe's terrible sewing habits! @_@ i need to fix the collar too, because i left out a piece (lazy) and the collar isn't secured to anything, allowing it to unfold at the neckline. i also was hoping to avoid the puckering from the elastic at the bottom, but c'est la vie, i knew that would happen if i put in elastic.

i'm going to dye it black. it's really turning out to be more dieslpunk than steampunk (my overall vision of the outfit, that is, the top is just a canvas to work off of), but that's because i have recently realized i like dieselpunk better than steampunk anyway.

i still really want a pale purple skirt to go with it though. maybe with a grey underskirt instead of white. hmmm and if i constructed the whole skirt before i dyed it, i could dye one layer light purple and one layer light grey and they'd probably blend into each other about the amount i want. wooo, dyeing is fun. :) for reference:

i like belts! (you've done this to me karla) belts are coooooool. i suspect i'll make the skirt out of white muslin, and then dye it to the appropriate colors. i want something lightweight and lovely and flowy. i was thinking of a guaze-y fabric over thin muslin, but really, plain muslin is what i have so plain muslin is what it's gonna be. i think i'd like to put a band of some sort of trim along the inside bottom of the skirt, but i'm not really sure yet (i'll probably decide that after everything is finished).

i also (time allowing - i doubt i'll be able to do it, cause i'm SLOW) would like to make a little wrap thing for my slightly-larger-than-three-months-ago stomach area. any guesses? spider web! i want the clasp to be a spider. it's a very ambitious project, at least in terms of how quickly i work.

the top and bottom loops are where it connects to whatever else i'm wearing. i want to make the spider out of something silver with a garnet as the body, and the web out of single strands of black yarn. terribly, even excessively ambitious? probably, but i can dream about it. :)


thusly i enter finals week.
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it occurred to me that i really want to make a corset today. like, one of those urgings where i know nothing else is going to go down until i do this. i was all jazzed and ready for it...and then i remembered i don't have a busk for my edwardian underbust.

it leads to some interesting questions:
(1) do i make a different, completely superfluous corset with the busk(s) i presumably do have?
(2) do i make a different, completely superfluous corset without a busk?
(3) do i continue working on the projects i have in order now and pretend they are corsets?
(4) do i just suffer and instead study for my math final?

each option, of course, has its issues:
(1) this rides on the assumption that i actually have any busks here. i think i do, but i'm not sure. this would also require me to draft a new pattern, or at least alter one i have. this is not the part of the corset that i want to be working on today.
(2) this sounds like fun. it would be slightly challenging, and i'd probably make one of the underbusts i designed a while back. however, that also requires me to start out with drafting/altering a pattern (see above).
(3) i have a lot of projects i am working on and would really like to finish. however, none of them (with the exception, of course, of the ones i can't do because of lack of supplies) are corsets at the particular corset-making stage i desire.
(4) psh. need i even go into this?

i think for now i will work on a top i am making. if i make it out of coutil that might be corset-like enough to satisy me.
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i don't actually have anything to say, but i do have pictures!
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i worked on three projects this afternoon. this is why i don't ever finish anything. :P i made part of a pattern for a skirt, experimented with making spider webs, and continued to put together an afgan. i even did some math homework.

in other news, i'm tired of 10 week quarters. i consistently lose interest at 8 weeks. at the start of this week i had officially exceeded my attention span.

in other other news, migraines suck.

the end.

also, some pictures. they involve screen shots of a video i made a little while ago, so yes, the quality is terrible.


i can has a dancy outfit plz?
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also known as quick and dirty costuming: dancing dress edition.

basically, i made myself a dress tonight to wear while doing the somewhat more ballet oriented herr drosselmeyer's doll. which, now that i think about it, i am actually thinking of wearing for something. that kind of changes whether or not i leave it the way it is, since i am not entirely content with how it turned out. oh well, i'll decide for sure after i dance in it and see how it looks.

onward to madness! )

(bitch bitch, whine whine)
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basically, flickr is a pain in the ass. i'm trying to upload photos from my birthday party including my awesome dieselpunk photo shoot in my backyard, and the stupid server won't let me upload all of them. i will figure something out.

in other news, i successfully set up my network today, all by my freaking self. surprisingly (to no one) i picked a name from tolkien. then my roommate pointed out that it is also the name of a viking metal band. now we're both happy...damn.

thoughts on a dancing skirt (again)
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my first challenge with this skirt is using what i have to make what i want. i don't have much suitable fabric with me, and it isn't particularly easy for me to acquire more. interestingly though, i don't really have a clear idea in my head of what i want. i think i may have even more than one skirt swimming through my brain, pretending to be all the same skirt (this happens to me frequently and i find it distracting). i have pretty clear ideas on shape, accents and the overall style, but color and fabric choices are still far beyond me. i now have several sheets of paper each with a different design for skirt or top in  a pile on my desk. originally i thought i had narrowed it down to one choice, but i wonder now if i didn't manage to convince myself afterall, and am now meandering aimlessly through a muddy soup of skirts. (that was not a very effective metaphor. i apologize.)

while putting away the sewing stuff i just brought over from chatsworth i found this great failed dress that is light pink, sort of lightweight cotton, and ruched just the tiniest bit. my first thought was 'this will be great for my skirt! it's absolutely perfect!' and my second thought was 'huh? i'm not sure this was what i wanted at all...' now i am wondering just which skirt i thougth it was perfect for. i still have all my other fabric to go through though, so this could (probably will) get even more crazy. i'm rather excited.

sadly my choices for tops are nearly as diverse as for skirts. i had a concrete plan for what i wanted, but no way to execute it. cutting my losses, i came up with a new plan that i conveniently liked quite as much. almost as soon as i developed it (with patterns to begin the mockup even), i found a pattern that could possibly work for my original plan. now i'm back to the beginning, wondering which is more practical, and more likely to actually happen. i think, assuming i have the time, i'll make a mockup for both, and not make any decisions until i see each of them on me. at this point i don't really know that either will work in any case.


i live! (sort of)
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wooo back to school. (i'm so over taking classes - someone give me a degree so i can get a fucking job.) in any case that means a lot of studying and not much sewing, which by extension means a lot less livejournal. i have several projects lined up for the next several months but i'm not sure i'm actually going to get around to them. they include:

-- a corset for my mom. it was supposed to be done for her birthday, but come hell or high water i intend to finish it. my goal for this quarter is merely to make a mockup, since i don't plan to go home the rest of the quarter so i can't fit it.

-- an edwardian corset to get some idea on how it is supposed to be constructed. it's basically the prototype for my planned ball gown for next year's costume college. also i am sad that i haven't made a corset in a really long time. tres sad.

-- *possibly* another steampunk dancing outfit for january. may need it, may not. i have a few ideas for what i want it to look like, but i'm also really into the idea of looking around thrift stores to start off of that and do as little construction work as possible. i don't anticipate that being plausible, but most of my thoughts on this skirt involve it springing fully formed from my head and not actually doing any work. henceforth i shall call it my athena skirt. but that of course brings up all sorts of new design ideas. @_@

-- my ball gown for next year's costume college. it's steampunk, it's spiders, it's corset-y! it's also still firmly in my head and involves all sorts of things i've never done before. i anticipate spending a very long time on this. hopefully i will finish it before i need it. o_O

i think that's all i have planned that is atually time sensitive or a priority. i want to hit up the army surplus store in santa monica again to continue fleshing out my basic steampunk costume and i'm about three quarters finished with a blouse for it.

i did in fact finish the circle skirt i was making, and i wore it to the concert, but the only picture i've found of myself was taken by my friend after the concert when i'm sweaty and gross. i know there are other pictures out there because i remember posing for at least one. :P i also sort of have a dress diary for it but i suspect i'll never get around to posting it. oh it also hedges on me finding a cable that will allow me to get the pictures from my phone to my computer. T_T

something strange is afoot at the circle k
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actually, i have two feet. also, the keys on my keyboard are in italics.

wooo my day of chemo arrives! delight. i think i'm gonna read through the sam and fuzzy archives again. i also want to work on crocheting some trim for a dress i'm making, and since my iv is in my hand instead of my elbow, i'll actually be able to do it (whether or not i can stay awake for it is another matter entirely). i was also considering writing a bit, but drug induced rambling isn't really what i'm aiming for.

yesterday i started making my circle skirt. after seeing the tremendously frayed edges of the pieces i decided this was the perfect decoration to go on my seams (my thoughts on it). i thought initially that because of how much fraying had occurred that all my seam allowances had frayed out and my skirt was going to be too small. i decided that the answer was to pretend nothing had happened, shorten my seam allowances, and cross that bridge when i came to it.

at 7 panels it became apparent that i was not going to come up short. at 9 panels i was pretty much there, and at 12 panels i realized i was 2 1/2 panels too large. that simultaneously eased my previous fears and solved the problem of closure. i wasn't really feeling the whole zipper thing, so this was the perfect opportunity to put in elastic and make it easy. i have concerns about it because the fabric is so stiff that i fully expect it to look terrible, but as before, i will carry on as if i expect nothing to come of it (and hopefully it'll turn out as successfully as last time!) i started to put the waistband in and am currently on my third go at it. why you ask? because that's how i roll. also because i am a moron. eventually i will get it right simply because there are only so many times i can mess it up before, statistically speaking, it has to work. hopefully i'll finish it soon, but i don't know how much sewing i'm going to feel up to in the next few weeks.

for hemming it i think i'm going to go with the simple (lazy) solution of not hemming it and letting the ends fray. yay!

i really like having the seam allowances on the outside of the skirt, but i really do not like that it makes me look like a cowboy, and i need to decide what to do about it. the whole finishing/accessories is something i am terrible at, so i'm completely at a loss. i think i'll start with putting something noisy along the seams, but i haven't gotten any farther than that.

picture magic :O )

last night i called my mom an angsty teenager because she was whining persistently about how no one likes her because no one is her friend on livejournal. mother, more people read your livejournal than read mine.


Wherein I discuss the dyeing of many things.
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Like my skin and my bathtub.

I'm making a circle skirt for dancing, and my mom is making an Irish dress for the PyrateDaze festival on the Queen Mary next month. I decided I wanted something that looked dirty and aged. At Costume College this year I took a class on fabric manipulation, and the teacher talked about dyeing fabric with rusty objects, so I jumped on the chance to use it here. My mom wanted rust-colored fabric, but uniformly dyed, so we went with powdered RIT dye for her.

pictures and process to follow! )

creativity, rage, triumph, and disaster (and garden tools with vinegar)
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so in my infinite rage that just wouldn't quit yesterday, i finally decided that the only thing that was going to make me any less enraged was sewing the skirt i've been thinking of. so before dinner i cut it out (i had to use two different fabrics cause i didn't have enough of the first) and after dinner i explored rust dyeing.

wow it was a weird process. i had to pull a bunch of garden tools because there was nothing smaller than that. nb: don't run your hands down the blade of a rusty saw. i dipped my fabric in water and then again in vinegar and then wrapped it around a rusty object. every pattern piece is going to come out different, and i may have to do it several times to get enough dye on it. haha also i'm supposed to leave it in the sun, and it was evening on a cloudy day. :P i'm not sure i'm gonna like it, and i still have my doubts about if it's gonna work at all.

gratuitous garden tools! )


also, i smelled disgusting. i washed my entire arms, and i still couldn't get the vinegar smell out. of course, that may be because i splashed vinegar all down my front several times. even after i took a shower i smelled like vinegar. @_@

the finished skirt is going to be a mid-calf length, tan 12 paneled circle skirt out of both antique linen (ooooh another bedsheet) and some sort of laundered cotton canvas. i'm going to put something down the seams, though i haven't decided what i'm going to use or how i'm going to apply it. i'm toying with the idea of putting something on the sides to be able to tuck it up, but i'm not really sure yet. i want to make it a little more busy than i normally would, but since it's not something i normally go with, i don't really know what to do.

i think this also means that it's time for me to start working on my wings again. if i'm going to have my skirt i want my matching wings to go with them. :P

gratuitous vanity! )

today was a pleasantly surprising day. i went shopping several times today, with the expectation that i would have some rather unpleasant errands to take care of this afternoon. as it happened, however, my third attempt at making this stupid fencing collage worked this time around (well enough). it also delightfully ended up costing less than half of what i was expecting. my next step is to frame it! my mom insists that i can buy stuff at joann's to do it myself, but someone else will be doing for me, because i truly can ruin any picture by attempting to frame it.

in a very NOT pleasant twist, my mom finished the wedding dress and i had the sheer blind luck to decide to put it on prunella until it was time to mail it. it was rather a shock when we discovered that it was too small for prunella - who was set up for my measurements (and i'm significantly smaller than the other girl). then we tried it on me, and while it was better, it was still about two inches too small on me. well. i blame myself, and my mom blames herself, but the general consensus is that it needs to be taken apart and remade. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. this is my frustration, which is nothing to my mom's.

okay! onward to fabric dyeing part deux!


costume college 2009 pictures
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have been posted to my flickr account, viewable here. i apologize for my lousy photography skills. also included are the pictures i took from the fidm exhibit on thursday of several of their stacks, including perfume, movie costumes, and historical clothing.

why with the arg? or, i shouldn't sew when i'm tired.
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can't find...
a) my sewing kit
b) my mouse
c) my mind
d) waldo

hey remember my little back dress from way back when? i convinced my aunt to hem it for me and she just brought it back, all pretty and finished. she even offered the GREAT suggestion that instead of making bands to gather the sleeves, i should just buy some sort of clip for it (actually she specifically suggested rhinestone clips, but who knows what i'll end up with). this is what i mean when i say that i'm not very creative. i don't think of these finishing touches things that really make the outfit special. but hey, that's why collaboration is always better than working by oneself.

dress picture )

my mom is so cute! after setting up her lj and putting a post in it, she's running around taking pictures of everything so that she can put them in her journal.

i'm going to instigate a collection of all the rusty objects i can find in my house. i'm not sure how much success i'll have; rusty objects aren't really the sort of thing we keep a lot of in my household. does anybody? oh dear. will i be able to dye 3+ skirts? conflict.

here is a picture of the progress of my blouse. the neckline is supposed to have a binding on it, not a really cool collar thing.

a really super cool collar thing )

well today i uploaded a set of pictures to my flickr account. i think that's good. tomorrow maybe i'll add another set.

for all the good that being scared of old fabric did me...it couldn't have at least made me a little more careful. @_@ i just sewed a seam backwards and now i have to take it out and redo it. in my freakishly old fabric. i think i'm probably going to need to line it with something, cause i think it's going to end up being sheer.

it's a lot less painful to accidentally touch an iron on a silk heat setting than an iron on a cotton/linen heat setting. i've done both today. :P

i got everything done on one of my skirts except putting the zipper in. you can't really tell what color it is in the picture cause of all sorts of different things, but whatever.

i have dirty carpet )

i keep looking at the picture of the bodice of the regency dress i attempted to make also way back when and thinking how pretty it looks before i added on the heavy stupid skirt. i think i might go back to it and make it into something else just because it is pretty looking. every time i see that picture i think that same thing. i think it's a message. fate. or aliens.

i'm working on my blouse again. i know it was made with the intent to be a steampunk shirt, just a basic garment to cover my boobs and arms, but damned if i don't love that bit around the neck. it's so terribly elizabethan...i think i'm going to add a way to insert a detachable one, because it's also so terribly awesome. however i have no further progress pictures because as soon as i finished it i realized i had messed up a piece to the point where i need to rip it out and cut a new piece to redo it. i am miffed.


i appear to have misplaced my platypus
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oh dear what can the matter be, oh dear what can the matter be, oh dear what can the matter be, johnny's so long at the fair.

do i know anyone who would let me call him johnny?

alternately:

oh dear what can the matter be, six sandcarvers got stuck in a lavatory, they were there from a sunday till saturday, nobody knew they were there.

can you tell what song(s) i have stuck in my head?

so instead of starting my day with a couple hours of tin whistle, i decided i need to get cracking on my stupid fencing collage which i have yet to start over on (although i did finally install photoshop). once i actually get around to it i suspect it'll only take about an hour, but it's getting started that's my problem. :P

i came up with some pretty cool alternatives to my queen mary vision in light of the whole not having the fabric to pull it off thing. i think i'm gonna stick to the same basic idea, but do my shape a little different, and probably cut out most/all of the ruffles (some amount of joy is currently being expressed). i shant give away too much, except to say...i recently learned how to dye fabric with rusty metal.

i decided this morning while contemplating when i would get to practice that i need to focus on a select amount of songs. i looked through my book to pick some out, and i didn't do a very good job narrowing it down, but at least i'm not going to play yankee doodle just because it's there. Here's my list so far:
     Oh Dear What Can The Matter Be     a catchy tune. i sing it all the time. i like it. it can be as obnoxious as i'll tell me ma when i'm singing it.
     Brahm's Lullaby     another one i really like, and it's very pretty. it's also pretty recognizable, though it took me a while to realize i knew it.
     Fainne Geal An Lae     another one which took me a while to realize i already knew. i think the young dubs use it on their cd the irish sessions but i still haven't figured out which song. perhaps on raglan road.
     Amazing Grace     i'm contemplating this one because it has a fingering technique that i could use the practice on.
     What Shall We Do With The Drunken Sailor     because i like it, but also because it has a timing technique that i need to work on.
     Mairi's Wedding     because it's one of my favorites, and because it's damn hard.
     Scarborough Fair     it's pretty, and my mom likes it a lot, and simon and garfunkel do a very pretty version that i used to listen to a lot.
i sort of feel like that's too many to focus on right now because i still basically have no idea what i'm doing, but whatever. anyway, that's what i picked from the selection in my book. also yesterday i was listening to state of massachusetts and i realized there is already a tin whistle part in there. shock! amazement! tim brennan! i still want to learn the banjo part though.

i taught my mom how to use lj this morning. :P


AND OF DOOM!
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I HAVE FUSCHIA BANGS (today) FEAR MY TERRIBLE POWERS OF ADORABLENESS!

see? )

mmm my kitten's feeling frisky. time to hang on to my spray bottle. he's too little to successfully jump on things though, so he just attempted to launch himself onto my rocking hair, hooked his little legs around the arm of it, and slid off, bouncing off the side as he fell. now he's hanging from my mother's kimono.

tonight my goal is to cut out/make a bunch of skirts i've been meaning to get around to. they're basic long a-lines, just like i always wear, but these ones aren't made out of old bedsheets. :P

arg my other goal is to get the kitten-induced bleeding punctures up and down my legs to stop.

i lost my paper scissors my life cannot go on without them to help me cut out my pattern. k i found them. they were under some...paper. i think it's a conspiracy!

i pulled my blouse off my prunella/wedding dress parts pile to work on it today and then i threw it in a pile on the ground and neglected it. i am a terrible person. basically.

ugh my cousin is in there talking loudly about how alcohol addiction is so easy to get over and what a simple fix he's come up with for it. it's making me crazy and i want to go in there and smack his naive ass.

here is a picture of my cut pile of fabric. it's not very interesting i know, but it's a lot more interesting than me telling you about water buffalo.


but water buffalo are so cute you say! i know. )


let me explain to you why i like tchaikovsky better than mozart
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at the abney park show it was insinuated to me that i only like him better because i spent most of my life as a serious ballet dancer. i know that mozart is a brilliant composer, a true genius. that being said, i far and away prefer tchaikovsky's music. please keep in mind that my explanation is based on a selection from each artist and i recognize that there are exceptions.  i much prefer tchaikovsky's utilization of a full orchestra, rather than being heavy on a selection of instruments at the expense of others. mozart feels beautiful but incomplete, especially because of the way he introduces and then discards themes. i feel like tchaikovsky pays more attention to what he creates and carries his themes through to the end of his pieces. also, even if i don't know what the piece is, even if i've never heard it before, tchaikovsky's music tells a story that i recognize. that is why tchaikovsky is my favorite composer, because no matter what piece of music it is, he tells a story that i know.

i spent several hours today playing my tin whistle (as part of my effort to get myself back into the habit of doing stuff i want to do instead of sitting on my ass at my sewing machine all day staring at it) and i have now learned how to play several songs, and let me tell you, mairi's wedding is hard. either that or i suck. they're probably about equally likely. :P also, i'm really having problems playing d. i don't know why, beside the obvious i'm not very good yet, but even so it doesn't seem like i should be having that much trouble hitting one bloody note, especially when that's all i'm doing. my goal is to be good enough to play the state of massachusetts. i think i have a long way to go.

yesterday i decided to chronicle my thoughts while working on my shirt, for your reading pleasure:
2.42pm          i just have to get it done and then i can move on to something else. just get it done as quickly as possible.
3.07pm          hey maybe hemming things isn't as bad as putting in cuffs! or maybe it is.
3.24 pm         do i have any bias tape?
3.26pm          sooner i finish, sooner i get to make a skirt! skirt skirt skirt skirt.
4.29pm          this made me laugh so hard my back broke. not really. but i laughed a lot. http://samandfuzzy.com/415
i think that was about the time i wandered off to do chores cause i was so bloody tired of sewing that damn blouse. i did quite a lot yesterday, and i don't have that much left. i think i only have to sewing the binding around the neckline and then attach the front facing and sew the buttons/button holes.

for some reason i don't have a picture of my shirt, so here is wedding dress parts )

i did however make the pattern for the circle skirt i have planned. i don't have any fabric for it though, and since i have just spent all the money to my name, including the stuff i took from my mom first, i think it'll be a little while until i don't feel too guilty to buy it. in the meantime i want to make myself a belt (maybe) and finish my wings. somehow i don't see all of it getting done, since i anticipate spending the next 3 weeks or so sick from my chemo, but i will hang on to my hopes until then.

i know you said i shouldn't get bangs, but i look adorable with fuschia bangs. so there.


and will lie there forever
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i do love me some abney park. the show last night was amazing. i would have liked to have heard new black day or i am stretched on your grave cause they are two of my favorites, but still the set list was great. i loved that they played root of all evil and white wedding. :)  i will eventually get you to dance with me. you can't avoid me forever, and if i have to dispose of your boyfriend, don't think i won't. i promise next show i will do my hair properly. as consolation for not having time to do it last night, here is a picture of a fish.



also i don't think i've sweated that much since the last time i took a really intense ballet class. hardcore and other such things.

moving on to other things! friday i cut out my friend's wedding dress, and today my mom is sewing it. while i was working she took pictures of me. this is what my process looked like. no one is sure how it got done with my attention span. unless, of course, it had something to do with the kitten eventually getting locked in the bathroom and thus the need for a spray bottle being removed. alas.

onward! )

today i plan to finish my shirt and move on to something else. it hasn't taken me this long because it's difficult, but because i don't have a great deal of interest in it. there are so many other, cooler, types of clothing than blouses. i want to make a skirt and finish my wings next. i have a vision for the queen mary. a vision.


everybody's got a baby kangaroo, yours is pink but mine is blue
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my kitten's (apparent) hunt for a water buffalo remains elusive, and the sky outside my house is still greenish brown, presumably from the wildfires in santa barbara (not from an imminent tornado, which would be preferable).

yours is fast but mine is slow. )

i'm having a nightmare time with the wedding dress right now. i made some adjustments to the pattern based on the changes we made to her mock up and lining. then for extra security i pulled out prunella and set her up with the measurements i had for the girl and pinned everything on...and discovered that the pattern was too small.   -__-  suspecting prunella rather than myself, i pulled out the lining, which i know from seeing on the girl that it's too big, and put it on prunella. to no one's surprise (or at least not mine) the lining shell was also too small.   >.<   thusly i am trying to make a dress with incorrect measurements, and it's probably my fault for not taking her measurements again when she was here, or losing the correct set. in any case, it's all highly frustrating, and now i'm sewing a freaking wedding dress with estimated measurements. sigh. bitch bitch bitch. no security! no assurance! only...fear.

so my mom asked for the iron and my first thought was...not for the white china silk! no! insert: backstory. i was ironing the fabric for my blouse, which i have yet to finish, and i used the water in the iron to help get my cotton less unruly. i used it once and noticed that all of a sudden my white cotton had some brown spots on it. it was icky. i looked at the bottom of the iron and there was nothing there. i looked in the water compartment on my iron and it was a gross brownish color with big solid bits floating around. eeeew. end backstory. so before i let my mom use it today i cleaned it out, sort of. i shook it up and dumped the water out a couple times. i came to the conclusion that unless a spider crawled in there and died, it's just the natural accumulation of dust in water.

and just for good measure )

i saw some pictures i took of myself a while ago fitting the bodice of my 1858 day dress. did i post those pictures? if i didn't i should. when i get back to working on it.

oh i just love when i'm hypothetically talking to someone and we make plans and then there is a hypothetical lack of communication that goes on and then i sit here all day today waiting for said hypothetical person to show up and said hypothetical person never shows up and then eventually i call said hypothetical person and said hypothetical person is all like, 'what? we agreed i wasn't going to come over today and i was gonna stop by on my way home on sunday and i totally told you this except that i am a stupid twat and didn't tell you that i was going to my yuppie yacht for the weekend and am not coming home till sunday.'


not that i'm doing anything productive by writing in my journal...
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[info]itsazoefish
my mother's birthday and my guy-set deadline for the fencing club project apparently have come at an exceptionally convenient time, because i've now figured out what to do for my mother, provided i can finish it.

yesterday my mom and i went out and bought me scrapbooking software, and i think i'm going to make her a scrapbook page (or pages) of something. i haven't really figured that out yet, but there are lots of possibilities. unfortunately i lost most of the day with doctors' appointments and the corresponding feeling like crap. it's good that i at least got the software so that i can begin today (if i ever get to it).

dude. dude. i decided that i would actually do the tutorial for the scrapbooking stuff, and so i was reading through the syllabus type thing, and it definitely told me that by the end of the tutorial i will know how to make a custom paper doll. may i just say, i am excited. the whole thing sounds pretty cool if i do say so myself.

this is a beautiful page i made )
so in the hobbit right now bilbo is messing with the spiders in mirkwood. my favorite part! :) it also reminds me of a project that i designed quite a while ago, and had an opportunity to start on. last week while i was in newport beach i began to draft the pattern for the corset for it. i would like to make it for costume college next year, for the red carpet or gala if my mom and i decide to go. it more or less passes as steampunk. it's browns and creams, and it's (surprisingly) different spider/web motifs. i don't know what it is with me. :P if it occurs to me, and/or if i ever actually make more progress on it i'll probably put my sketch on the computer. it's not all that high on my list of costumes to finish, and there are many, but i have a sneaky suspicion that it'll get to the top of my list fairly quickly, simply because i love the dress so much.

sigh. i wish i lived in seattle right now.


what a change
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[info]itsazoefish
i'm very happy with today. the fabric sorting process is wrapping down, and almost all of it is back in the garage where it belongs. the ramifications are of course that my previously occupied sewing space in the living room has been cleaned out and set up with its proper inhabitants (my sewing stuff). :) i've barely begun to work on things and i already feel so much better about things than when i was working in my room.

my first project back in my old space is redoing (third draft) the pattern for my friends wedding dress. i first posted on it back at the beginning of may. this weekend she came back down to visit and we made the mock up, second pattern, and the slip, which has lead to the third pattern. it's going to be a lovely dress when it's finished, which my mom wants to happen this week. the lining is white china silk, and the dress will be off white silk chantung. originally it was a pretty champagne silk charmeuse, but that didn't really fit her.

also today i started making a shirt for my steampunk outfit, because i need one, and because everyone i know is bullying me into making something with sleeves. T_T it's white muslin with sort of poofy sleeves with cuffs, and an insert part with sort of pleat type things. i used my tracing wheel for the first time on this, and i must say, that thing is magical. i love it. i want to use it on EVERYTHING.

i don't have any pictures cause i'm tired. sleep.

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